Just recently, there was this highschool-ish drama going on in Lunatic. I heard it from a member. Of course, I panicked because I don’t want such chaos going around in our own forum. While scanning some post, I got disappointed with what they did there. It looked like some nasty place. I immediately made a thread containing the message that I was so mad and disappointed and that I felt disrespected. I told them that I’ll be suspending them in a week.

That night, one of them texted me and explained what happened. I told her what I felt. She apologized and so I said, it’s okay and their suspension days will be down to two days.

This morning, I saw new posts in the thread I made. I was surprised. I was shocked. And yes, I got hurt. Why? It’s because they reiterated that my decision was unfair, and that I am unfair. Two of them should not be suspended because they did nothing. They were just peacemakers. Hey you know what, why don’t you try to browse their posts…

Yeah, they did not say something against each sides BUT they still involved their selves by posting in PUBLIC. They assumed that I was taking sides and I turned out to be the evil person here. Mannn, that was too much. First, they disrespected my rules, and now, they’re like complaining? Whoa.

I was just doing my job. I was only teaching a lesson to those who violated the rules unintentionally or intentionally. Wouldn’t it be unfair to others if I did not punish the two where in fact it was seen that they involved their selves? I am not posting this because I am mad at these 2 girls. I am posting this because I got hurt with the words you said, the subjects you made in the other forum. I AM HURT. I did not ask you to appreciate every thing that I do for Lunatic. I don’t care if you don’t like the theme. I even listen to your suggestions and all. I admitted my mistakes when I did something wrong way back… All I ask from you is to respect me. Who are you to question my authority? Do you have basis? Funny thing is, you apologized in one sentence of your post and the next thing we know, you’re still attacking me in the forum and worse, behind my back. Why don’t you face me? Why don’t you confront me? Why do you have to rant all of this with other people when you can just confront me? Why? Don’t I listen? Am I that mean? Is that what you think of me?

Anyways, I’ve already PM-ed the two girls about my concerns. I hope they do understand why I did that.

Another thing that really pisses me off is that I have this stalker and poser who tried to ruin my reputation. This effin person texted my ex-bestfriend and pretended that I am her (or him). He/she said that I am with a guy friend and we’re all alone in his house and we’re doing something… and asked my ex-bestfriend to stop bugging them because they’re busy doing it. It only shows that this person is really trying to ruin me. What a low person. Well, if you’re reading this, I pity you. Straighten up, okay?

Hay. Sorry for this rants. I’m just trying to voice out all my disappointments and anger.

Kthxbye.

1. jasnaz wrote:
   February 26th, 2008 at 9:34 pm

   oh too much drama huh?
   nung pag tingin ko nga sa insanity ward nagulat ako dun sa sticky thread na nabasa ko hehe.. di ko naman alam ano nangyari :P but anyways.. pabayaan mo na.. there will always be people like that everywhere..
   hindi mapapasunod ang lahat..
   dapat nalang maintindihan ng lahat na may consequence ang lahat ng bagay at nothing is fair :)

   about your stalker.. ewww no life! hehe! kawawa mga ganung tao.. pabayaan nalang.. alam naman ng mga kilala mo kung anong klase tao ka eh, at alam din na di mo gagawin yun..
   ako kahit di kita ganun ka kilala I still know that your not a kind of person who will do something like that :D

   ingat ingat ka nalang po sa mga stalker =)

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2. ishy wrote:
   February 27th, 2008 at 12:57 pm

   ganyan talaga kanya-kanyang pananaw. wag na lang paapekto masyado. I was lurking for the past few days, and I understand why they got suspended, so yeah wag pastress sa mga ibang ang tingin.
   about your poser, well ganyan talaga ate - madaming walang magawa sa buhay.

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3. mapi wrote:
   February 27th, 2008 at 2:08 pm

   hi! its mapi from teentalk and the ex member of the you-know-what-forum. anyway, id like to comment. i admire you for exercising equity in behalf of the behavior of your members.

   ke peacemaker man yan o hindi. ang patakaran, patakaran. lumabag ka, yun na yun. hindi yan nilagay para i display.

   you can’t please everybody. that’s just that. i’ve been a moderator. the thing is dont do something they say nasty things and do the exact opposite they will still say something. your the owner and you have every right to exercise the authority you hold.

   besides, i believe that you should leave things on the online world when you go offline. it gets complicated when real life is involved in the digital world.

   and by they way, the stalker, the hater? GET USED TO IT! hahaha! she’s just insecure, that’s all. don’t worry, karma will get her sooner or later. ;]

   CHEER UP OKAY?!

   mapi

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