Today is our thesis proposal and I didn’t go to work. I am quite anxious about it because our research professor is very unpredictable. I’ve heard that he rejected most of the proposals in the previous group. This professor has very high standards that I really aim to meet.

I want my study to be approved because I worked hard for this. I had pimples and zits because of this. I just want all my hard work to be paid off. That’s all.

You know, for the past few weeks, I had a hard time thinking of what to write for my Chapter 1 and 2. I tried to ask God for help and I think he answered my prayer. He gave me a lot of ideas and now, they are overflowing; that’s why I need to write everything that pops in my mind so I won’t forget. I just wish that God will also answer my other prayer – my study to be approved.

Right now, I am trying to polish my Chapter 1 and 2. *sigh* Wish me luck. This is a non-sense blog entry that you can disregard. I just needed to vent out this anxiety. Kthnxbye.